Hi,

It’s been a while since I last posted something personal in my blog. For the past few years, I’ve learned how to keep my thoughts and carefully pick which ones would I let other people know. It brought me a sense of joy and peace, knowing the my vulnerabilities aren’t exposed especially to those who might use it against me.

However, it saddens me that I am now at a certain point where too much secrecy of my thoughts and emotions have only led me to loneliness. It feels like nobody has truly known me over the time, not even myself.

I can’t choose a path I would want to. I can’t decide the simple things in life. For pete’s sake, I can’t even decide what my favorite color is.

I’m lost. And I don’t know where I’m going.